even my bike is getting some

what i did today:

today i saw my bike canoodling with a hot pink bike. i remember putting it against the other wall, i have no idea how it moved itself. hmmmmm. couldnt stop laughing for a good minute and a half.
today i finished watching all the seasons of sex&thecity. whee!
today lin and i discussed sucide. whats the easiest way, the quickest, the most painless. we also talked about making use of people. how you feel terribly guilty but still you do it because the feeling of control and power is well, you know.
today in dissection class we took the brain out. i've lost all appetite. i cannot even look at food anymore. 4 months into dissection class and now this. basket.

malditos deberes!

Friday night: all dressed up and nowhere to go. in haze of disappointment and frustration of being cancelled on locked myself out of the apartment. roomie went home for the weekend, only be back on monday. hysteria ensures. thank god for internet+helpful neighbour. travel one hour to Mosbach to get key from roomie. travel another hour back. night concludes with cold nuggets from Mcdonalds and exhaustion.
Saturday night: spend entire day doing spanish. finally gave up due to overwhelming hatred for grammar. highly annoyed. decide to sew back button that dropped from coat since christmas. cant find button at first because kept it somewhere "safe". irritation increases. listen to party music and sew button, feeling hatred for the world.
chat on MSN, things look up, dinnering+drinking+dancing with lovely Helen. phonecall, invitation to chocolate fondue party. turned it down, need a night out in town more than a cosy night at home, even with chocolate.
POST-PARTY edit: 1 fantastic Thai restaurant, 1 pub, 1 cocktail bar, 1 funky salsa club and 1 lacklustre party later, i have come to the following conclusions: 1) i dont like MaiTais nor Amarettos. 2) germans really do not know good music. bahhhh. i have not danced enough!!!